His Sick Sad Little World

Your hand shake with goodbyes

2004-11-22T06:50:00.000-08:00

man, in the past 2 weeks, i've been writing 3 songs dude. and im currently doing my fourth one. check this out:

izan - your hand shake with goodbyes

Im trying to dream
all the memories i had with you.
what happened to us,
i thought we were so perfect?

but the moment your hand,
they shake with goodbyes,
i know,
there's nothing to prove
cos there's nothing left for me.

and i'll kick in some love
songs for the emotionally wounded.
i had that dream about you again
putting a gun on my head.

chorus:
Maybe i'll be strong enough but
I dont know where to start, maybe
I need someone who could help me
to get through this and
fill an emptiness i had inside of me.

so this is the story of mine,
a story of a lonely guy.
i've been kissing a fool and
this shit has got to stop.

This place is fucking dead
and i wanna move on, i'll run away.
this life is meaningless, im so fucked up.
fuck off, im not listening to you anymore.

Goodbye

2004-11-20T11:16:00.000-08:00

i just wrote this song today while i was online. just bored and got nothing to do. so i wrote this up. its not meant for anybody. so please shut the fuck up. it makes me feel better when i write lyrics. ~goooose fra ba~

izan - goodbye.

im so lost and so confused.
i feel that u leave me with no where to go.
i wish i can just say goodbye but
this heavy heart of mine
wont just let me go.

can't u see that im always here for you
why must it be him when
he can't even anwser you.
i've fallen deep for you.
i think i've grown suicidal.

im still having thoughts that
haunts me in my dreams.
seeing you together with him
makes me feel torn into pieces.
i wish i was the one you choose.

when he turn his back on you
please dont come back and find me.
you've made a crack in my heart.
please, shut the fuck up.

Im a Fool.

2004-11-20T03:58:00.000-08:00

hey, i wrote this song on june 2003 dude. check it out.

Ima Fool.

I couldn’t be bothered anymore
With life, with you and everybody.
I wasted all my time and ma money
Just on you, bitch.

You don’t know how lovely you look.
I was blinded by your beauty.
You sucked up all my money
And left me all alone.

Chorus:
Life, girls and money
They totally suck.
Why must it always be like this
When things are going on my way.
These pills look so kind to me
Let’s end it here gal.

I’ve given a lot of thought about this
I was a stupid kid back then
Praise you like shit but now,
I take back whatever I said ‘bout ya

Every night, on ma deathbed
My eyes bleed with tears and I
Sat in regret for all the things that I’ve done
I can’t believe u left me so soon.
You used me for everything but love.

His Plead To Make The World A Better Place.

2004-11-11T14:35:00.000-08:00

Hi guys. This blog is totally a lyric based blog. Whatever song lyrics that i've composed in the past few years by myself, i'll post it here to let my readers take a look at it yah. I dont care what you think and if u have any comments on my lyrics, well u can do it so on my tagboard(it will be up soon). I'll get this blog designed as soon as i get the time to do it.

And by the way, all the lyrics that i've done, its a case by case scenario. Its not related to anyone at all except for the very first song which i made 2years ago.
Anyway, i wanted to post this new song of mine which i composed today morning.
Its totally about a break up song. Got it inspired from listening to Blink 182 songs and Tokyo Rose - I Love You Too.
Warning: This song is totally not related to anybody. I've made this song because i was imagining and tried to put myself into a situation of a guy who's hopeless, oversensitive and lost in romance. and please, i dont want to listen from anybody saying, 'is this about me izan?' i will just say a fucking smackdown on ur face, NO!
and yes, all my songs.. its all emo shit.
cheers everybody!

izan - and it happened once again.

you pretended that its all okay,
i thought this would last forever.
i love hanging out with you,
we would laugh till we get high.
and we'll slide back down by the beach.

where were you when i needed you so much.
i thought i could grow old with you.
but you were just to busy with yourself.
why did we have to go date?
you're a totally complete dissapointment.

i must admit that i saw it coming,
the end between us.
time is running out my girl.
dont make excuses for what u did to me.
i always dream about you.

chorus:
and it happened once again
im with the wrong girl
at the wrong timing.
i guess its not my turn yet.
i have to face this all by my own.
its all wrong, its over.

i thought u were the princess in my dream.
im sick of listening to the sad love songs on my stereo.
cos it reminds me of a oversensitive guy
thinking that he's lost and alone again.
i cant believe that you call it a day.

life's temporary but yet,
i still dont know what's life about.
now darkness is overtaking me.
i wanna love you but i wanna hate you
because i wanna move on.